I never wanted to be that girl. You know that girl. The girl who likes attention. The girl that loves to shop at the mall. The girl who loves to eat at upscale restaurants and have brunch every weekend. The girl who must have designer shoes and handbags in every style and color possible. The… Continue reading That Girl
Tag: fears
Overcoming My Addiction
My name is Chantel and I have an addiction to fear. Fear grips every part of my being all of the time. I am constantly on the edge of the cliff with fear and worry. Crippling fear has my life in neutral. I am so afraid of failing that I’ve quit life. Monday thru Friday… Continue reading Overcoming My Addiction
My Safe Place
Chamomile tea, check; Lights out, check; Talked to bestie, check; No caffeine after 3PM, check; Cool temperature, check; Ambien taken, check. This my routine everyday and yet I still can't sleep. Still wide awake like it's time to play. Insomnia is so frustrating because it has no definitive cause. Since my doctor couldn't pin point… Continue reading My Safe Place